And everything went up in smoke like wildflowers...

Tonight has not been a good night, actually, every night this week has not been a "good" night. Once the weekend was over, my lucky streak was gone. It's sad that the only thing I have to keep me going is the weekend. It feels like all I'm doing is living for weekends. I have nothing to look forward to on Monday but the end of the week. It's so pathetic. Hopefully this changes eventually. I don't know how many more weeks like this I can take. Well when you've hit an all time low, there's nowhere to go but up right?

When will it get better?