And I sing and sing of awful things, the pleasure that my sadness brings.

I don't know how many of you actually know this but I guess you're about to find out, I've been in a weird mood lately, a little standoffish I guess you could say. I hate to use finals as my scapegoat, but I'm going to. They've just put me under a lot of stress so if I have been weird to you this past week I'm really really sorry. There is a lot more going on too in addition to finals and I guess for the first time, I'm going to admit that things are not okay. Nothing is okay. Everything has fallen to pieces convienantly during finals. I'll get it together, I promise. I just don't know when. I'm not "me" right now, I sincerely apologize. I will get it together.